This isn't what I wanted.Really. What can I say? What more can I do? I can't meet up to your expectations and you just hated me like crazy. Don't vent your anger on me. I have feelings. I wished that I can be independent and lived on my on. I am grateful that my dad is on my side and always on my side. I really want to thank him for his endless love towards me. And, I don't hate you. but I'm just getting tired of your endless venting of fustrations on me when I've done nothing wrong at all. These made me HATE going home. I just hate going home now. really, I wished that you could see this. we can't even talk on good terms, we can'teven have the normal mother-daughter talk in peace without you shouting at me. I know you cared, but I hate the way you showed your care to me. I know, just admit it, you simply hate me. I wished that JHWIHRJWFRGEIRFGWBIHUWDHUHDUW i'm sad :'(