I I I I I don't know.

Bid farewell.

Bye Singapore. Mixed feelings, I don't don't hate the idea of going holiday. But, I have to leave my lapppy behind, which means no skype with shinyus, I have to stop seeing Natalie, I have to stop connection for a week. It's okay, my shinyu say-" Enjoy your trip!" I will :D arigatou :D I'll miss you there toooo toooooo tooooo hahaha.

maji hamano

亲爱的， 我们又见面了。

我超爱的。它叫miniyasu

MAJI HAMANO !!!

I'm really happy today. I have no idea why, but I'm really happy today. I really love my miniyasu. So much so that I'm afraid that I'll lose it. Anyway, I'll be off for China in a days time, to Hainan city. Research says that it's environment is similiar to Singapore, but now it's flooding. Hopefully I won't experience a real flood for the first time. haha I'm satisfied with what I have right now. Although I missed you like crazy and misery sets in when I think of the past, but, I'll get cheered up thinking of being able to see you in March. Sometimes I'll wonder how are you doing over there, and what are you thinking about. I know, people might think me as foolish, it is not real, but I can't be bothered. I love you and I missed you dearly.

好想你

不知道。我好烦。好想你。好怀念。樱桃。 不知道，不想管，不想理。 真的，好烦。

i love you, you you you n youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Work was tiring, but it's okay. Because I love my customers. Lepak with Natalie, Jarel and Quim. I have a dream now, that is, secret. >< I love shinyus, I love JSXP, I love my family, I love my store, I love everyone. We are only human. Tonight I'm gonna rest early, no skype till 3 a.m. for me. Perhaps a reasonable 11.59 p.m. would be perfect? hahaha shinyuuuu where are you? :( I miss shinyu badly :'(

skype is heaven for us.

Went over to Nat's place to lepak and did our <等待三月>'s book. Special thanks to yasu for not forgetting me and getting that maji kawaii bear. I'll wait for you in March as well! :D I'm tired, ought to rest soon. Lately, I've been busy with skyping, work and facebook... getting tired, but, I don't wish to end it just like that. I love you! :D

我的思想。

我很开兴，因为我知道在我身旁有为跟我想这同样的事。NATALIE，我好爱你！如果没有你，我想这137天我会抓狂， 真的。 超爱你的。"虽然我们现在在不同的国家，但是我们都望着同样的天空。我好想你。" I miss you.

Till march next year, I'll live happily. Skype with shinyuuuus can brighten my gloomy days. I guess I'm only alive when I skype with them. Natalie knows all. Sometimes I'll wonder how they truly think about us. I'll wonder, "Are we disturbing them? Are they really fine with staying up till 4a.m. and having to wake up by 7.30 a.m. the next day for school?" I wonder how long will this last, perhaps I'm thinking too much, but I myself can't help it. I'm a capricorn. Oh well, forget these and just enjoy what I have now. :D I love my shinyuuus !!!!!!! :D

要过一季才能见到你

我很想你，但是不能见到你。我们只好等明年的三月。虽然这137天会超想念你， 但是，我会好好过。我的心好乱， 也好想你。

A long post that'll sum up my past 3 weeks of fun, anguish.

STEPS, boring yet boring

I love you kawaii sensei !!!!

Siao-taro's birthday

shintaro, he's 1.85 so tall

Zaini

SENTOSA DAY

yasu

fumi is gay!

Our last day

kawaii sensei I miss you :(

Siaotaro I MISS YOU :(

YASU I MISS YOU :(

KEISUKE I MISS YOU :(

Our last photo together.

Thank you for the lovely sweet- masaki and keisuke

Not forgetting, skyping with yasu, shin, masaki and kamon on a daily basis.

I guess you will never understand me. You never try to understand how am I feeling. All you think of is from your perspective. Being harsh will never solve the problem. The way you are educating me is way too wrong. Being restrictive and protective have its limits, know your limits before anything happen. I have been a good daughter, it's just that in your eyes, I'm forever a bad daughter. One that couldn't meet your standards and always disappoint you. I do not wish for this, but, your expectations for me is just way too high for me to achieve. I guess, this is the only space for me to share my inner thoughts. bye cyber I'm sad :(

to my japanese shinyu

I think 2 weeks past really fast. we are used to see each other everyday and now seems to be so lonely. we can't have the best of both worlds. so it's comforting that i'll be going to visit them next march. though they have left but the memory of them is very vivid and they are living in my heart. I won't forget these precious and fun moments. see you in japan next march.