What do I want?????

Oh my god, I seriously can't stand myself. I am so hard to please. When my life gets bored, I complain, and when it gets hectic, I complained again. When it turns peaceful, I'll complain, and when it gets ugly, I complain. Just, what do I want? Why am I working so hard everyday? Why???? Truth to be told, I am not satisfied with my current life right now. Nothing is working out. Hi, I hate my life now.