you know sometimes you have a lot of things to say, but you just don't know where to start and don't know how to start off with. This feeling is such a bad bad bad nasty feeling. I abhore this totally. Why must relationship have such problems? Why can't they last? Why can't they be more understanding and be mature to think the best for themselves. Why must it always be one party that's always giving in and lead while the other party is just enjoying it. Why must the other party be so caring and understanding? Why? I can't think of any reasons any more. To me, I have strong principles about not regretting my decisions. So, no matter what you've done, just stop it. You are just wasting your time. Just move on and stop talking to the other party. What is the point to chat? It is pointless. It will only hurt the both parties. Do you always send message to your ex asking how is her life and make her feel regretful and upsetting her in everyway that you can? Perhaps your intention is good, but from the girl's point of view, each and every sentence you say is just so bitter. And she don't like it and treat you so cold, and and and, SERIOUSLY, JUST STOP IT. This is getting no where. Since the break is such a bad break, don't think bout being friends, cause dont know how to face you. Get it don't get it, I shall not care any longer. Just go and find another girl that's more suitable for you.