Kuek

I do/dont look forward to year 2011?

2010-11-17T20:22:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh, starting from this week until the mid of dec I'll be rushing for deadlines. With only 2 weeks of breather, and the crazy endless deadlines, presentations and tests will be bombarding my whole Jan and Feb. Aw, I hate it, hate it. I really don't look forward for 2011. But, part of me want 2011 to faster come! March, faster come! It's only Nov.... now.

I love tumblr now. hahaha byebye to this site. Ja

2010-11-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

This isn't what I wanted.Really. What can I say? What more can I do? I can't meet up to your expectations and you just hated me like crazy. Don't vent your anger on me. I have feelings. I wished that I can be independent and lived on my on. I am grateful that my dad is on my side and always on my side. I really want to thank him for his endless love towards me. And, I don't hate you. but I'm just getting tired of your endless venting of fustrations on me when I've done nothing wrong at all. These made me HATE going home. I just hate going home now. really, I wished that you could see this. we can't even talk on good terms, we can'teven have the normal mother-daughter talk in peace without you shouting at me. I know you cared, but I hate the way you showed your care to me. I know, just admit it, you simply hate me. I wished that JHWIHRJWFRGEIRFGWBIHUWDHUHDUW i'm sad :'(

New world of difference.

2010-11-03T09:15:00.002+08:00

Time is passing way too slowly. ><><>

Although the semester have started, but skype with shinyus is a must. I cannot imagine a day without chatting with them. HONTONI! I wanna go enroll in Bunka with Natalie soon! Let's gooooooooo!

最幸福的事，是为心爱的人做件事。我要考上大学。

///// kanashi

2010-11-01T07:41:00.003+08:00

Problem solved, and another starts to surface. You know, I really don't know how to communicate with you. I understand that you have the best plan ahead for me and wished that I will follow, but, I have my own mind and I am old enough to plan the future of my own. I do appreciate that you are concerned with my grades, but, hey I'm old enough to think for myself. If what I am doing now makes you think that I'm such unfillial and bad (?) daughter, then I can't help it. We are a family, but why treat me this way when you can treat the others so warm and caring (????) and so cold towards me. I don't understand, I guess I never will understand. I am bad with my grades, I know.

2010-10-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

I I I I I don't know.

Bid farewell.

2010-10-18T09:24:00.002+08:00

Bye Singapore. Mixed feelings, I don't don't hate the idea of going holiday. But, I have to leave my lapppy behind, which means no skype with shinyus, I have to stop seeing Natalie, I have to stop connection for a week. It's okay, my shinyu say-" Enjoy your trip!" I will :D arigatou :D I'll miss you there toooo toooooo tooooo hahaha.

maji hamano

2010-10-17T12:46:00.006+08:00

亲爱的，我们又见面了。

我超爱的。它叫miniyasu

MAJI HAMANO !!!

I'm really happy today. I have no idea why, but I'm really happy today. I really love my miniyasu. So much so that I'm afraid that I'll lose it. Anyway, I'll be off for China in a days time, to Hainan city. Research says that it's environment is similiar to Singapore, but now it's flooding. Hopefully I won't experience a real flood for the first time. haha I'm satisfied with what I have right now. Although I missed you like crazy and misery sets in when I think of the past, but, I'll get cheered up thinking of being able to see you in March. Sometimes I'll wonder how are you doing over there, and what are you thinking about. I know, people might think me as foolish, it is not real, but I can't be bothered. I love you and I missed you dearly.

好想你

2010-10-16T12:07:00.002+08:00

不知道。我好烦。好想你。好怀念。樱桃。不知道，不想管，不想理。真的，好烦。

i love you, you you you n youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

2010-10-14T20:14:00.004+08:00

Work was tiring, but it's okay. Because I love my customers. Lepak with Natalie, Jarel and Quim. I have a dream now, that is, secret. >< I love shinyus, I love JSXP, I love my family, I love my store, I love everyone. We are only human. Tonight I'm gonna rest early, no skype till 3 a.m. for me. Perhaps a reasonable 11.59 p.m. would be perfect? hahaha shinyuuuu where are you? :( I miss shinyu badly :'(

skype is heaven for us.

2010-10-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

Went over to Nat's place to lepak and did our <等待三月>'s book. Special thanks to yasu for not forgetting me and getting that maji kawaii bear. I'll wait for you in March as well! :D I'm tired, ought to rest soon. Lately, I've been busy with skyping, work and facebook... getting tired, but, I don't wish to end it just like that. I love you! :D

我的思想。

2010-10-12T12:16:00.003+08:00

我很开兴，因为我知道在我身旁有为跟我想这同样的事。NATALIE，我好爱你！如果没有你，我想这137天我会抓狂，真的。超爱你的。"虽然我们现在在不同的国家，但是我们都望着同样的天空。我好想你。" I miss you.

Till march next year, I'll live happily. Skype with shinyuuuus can brighten my gloomy days. I guess I'm only alive when I skype with them. Natalie knows all. Sometimes I'll wonder how they truly think about us. I'll wonder, "Are we disturbing them? Are they really fine with staying up till 4a.m. and having to wake up by 7.30 a.m. the next day for school?" I wonder how long will this last, perhaps I'm thinking too much, but I myself can't help it. I'm a capricorn. Oh well, forget these and just enjoy what I have now. :D I love my shinyuuus !!!!!!! :D

要过一季才能见到你

2010-10-12T01:04:00.004+08:00

我很想你，但是不能见到你。我们只好等明年的三月。虽然这137天会超想念你，但是，我会好好过。我的心好乱，也好想你。

A long post that'll sum up my past 3 weeks of fun, anguish.

2010-10-10T13:19:00.021+08:00

STEPS, boring yet boring

I love you kawaii sensei !!!!

Siao-taro's birthday

shintaro, he's 1.85 so tall

Zaini

SENTOSA DAY

yasu

fumi is gay!

Our last day

kawaii sensei I miss you :(

Siaotaro I MISS YOU :(

YASU I MISS YOU :(

KEISUKE I MISS YOU :(

Our last photo together.

Thank you for the lovely sweet- masaki and keisuke

Not forgetting, skyping with yasu, shin, masaki and kamon on a daily basis.

2010-10-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

I guess you will never understand me. You never try to understand how am I feeling. All you think of is from your perspective. Being harsh will never solve the problem. The way you are educating me is way too wrong. Being restrictive and protective have its limits, know your limits before anything happen. I have been a good daughter, it's just that in your eyes, I'm forever a bad daughter. One that couldn't meet your standards and always disappoint you. I do not wish for this, but, your expectations for me is just way too high for me to achieve. I guess, this is the only space for me to share my inner thoughts. bye cyber I'm sad :(

to my japanese shinyu

2010-10-04T14:22:00.002+08:00

I think 2 weeks past really fast. we are used to see each other everyday and now seems to be so lonely. we can't have the best of both worlds. so it's comforting that i'll be going to visit them next march. though they have left but the memory of them is very vivid and they are living in my heart. I won't forget these precious and fun moments. see you in japan next march.

2010-09-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes saying goodbye seems to be so hard. What a day today. I'l pray hard that this trip for them will be more peaceful and more fun. With fingers crossed, tomorrow will be a better day. I am tired, reallly tired.

What to doooo?

2010-09-20T11:46:00.002+08:00

Future? What is future? Success? How do you measure success? What do I want to do? I just want to have a carefree life, which is impossible for our generation n the world that we live in. Lost lost lost

hush nstop

2010-09-19T00:50:00.003+08:00

Don't catch me when I fall cause I believe in standing up by myself and learn from the mistake(s). I've questioned myself, what is my purpose in life, and I've yet to find out. So many things have happened and at our age, we are immature, and the thing is, we will always be. What I wanna say is that, thoughts may have cleared by now, but, who knows what will happen in the future? Antics will not cease. Just beware of retributions and I am serious. The repercussions of lying, two(mutiples)-timing, curiosity (since curiosity kills cat), just take note, now you may not have your retribution(s), but in time to come, you will eventually have. A reminder to me, how to effectively "move on", not to think and start a total new life and really not think of the past, no matter of what happened in the past. yep, A jerk will forever be a jerk. It's hard to change a jerk. bye cyber. lastly, we could NEVER be friends for eternity. this is not the right way to treat a friend. I bear/ hold grudges and won't forget them. retribution will get back to you yeah yeah yeah

Tanjong Pagar chase

2010-09-18T22:33:00.009+08:00

A street that is filled with the vibe of Koreans.

"I'm stuck in the tunnel n getting out seems to be impossible."

My darling Jiaa (L)

Immensed in the coffee house n ambience.

Tiara's cute lil niece

Happy birthday sweeetie tiara! Though we've only talked for a mere 15mins, it's really more than sufficient. I missed those days whereby I could just hang out with her and just talk about anything. missssed the old days much much much!

Our date, shhhhhhhh

2010-09-15T23:43:00.003+08:00

The stretch from Esplanade to Tanjong Pagar seemed far, yet near. I swear, never date a local.

Middle is the new trend

2010-09-08T20:41:00.001+08:00

I've gotten a new hairstyle! :D And, i am not missing my long hair... perhaps the post syndrome haven't start yet.

Farewell to my black long wavy hair!

2010-09-08T01:53:00.011+08:00

I shall miss my hair...

Like I've said, don't mess with me. I'll hunt you, yes you. yes, you yes!

easy come n easy gooooo

why chop off my face!

Man, I'll miss my black wavy hair so so so much. Seriously. But having going through the torture of staying uo really late at night for my hair to dry up makes me wanna chop of my hair. Be beck with a total new hairstyle! I wana wana wana go rebel with kinooooo n just dance our way through. Oh goshhh my mind kept on replaying this song: " Beggin, beggin you .... " this is the part where mooose in step up 3d dance in the water, and it's way too awesome! Woahhhh totally gona find such a cute guy with cute curls and high cheek bones and soft smile, woah gna get gaga over him....

gdnight n bye cyber. Starbucks is having a new promotiona drink- creme brule ( i dk how to spellll hahhaha) prefer caramel machiatto though

love love love

2010-09-07T11:15:00.020+08:00

Raspberry yogurt tomnccino and hazelnutty milk tea

awesome drinks!

bored while waiting for kinoooo, snap snap, paparazzi

Kino gave me these, aw love you baby girl! glad that you enjoyed the hazelnutty milk tea that i've got for you! :D

This photo is just way too awesome! sunflower love!

Got a snapshot of her tryna get the right angle

The room is officially ours!

Kino preparing her tripod

hm this looks like sunflower to me...

Dinner at "4fingers (shhh) this is supposed to be a secret"

The interior is simple yet classic

"Shhhhh"

Kino's favourite headband, fairy headband, i'd call it.

Awesome day and i'm sure the rest of my week would be awesome too! bye cyber, for now.

caution, judged, presumptions

2010-09-02T00:37:00.003+08:00

Don't mess with me.

My holidays are great so far. I have been enjoying plenty of quality time with myself and my sweeeeeties. Can't wait for the next weeek with baby girl. Bye cyber

No time to spare when i've got great pals!

2010-08-25T18:05:00.004+08:00

Misunderstanding is such a bitch. Yeah. I don't wanna have unhappy post in this space any more. yeah, anyway, I've got an excellent date with pinkie kino yesterday @Oleary Sports Bar, and the ambience was great, but what's the real catch was that, the company was besttttted. We got live band dedicating songs to us- Lucky I'm in love with my best friend (Jason n Colbi)... pinkie and me was like, literally stunned, when the lady called our names in front of the other customers. The best thing is that, our seat have pretty awesome views of the airplanes, and we could see the planes setting offfff, and the experience was reaalllly brillant. Wanna go back again!

Tues night- catched Step up 3 in 3D!!!!! It was greeeeeat! The girl's reallly hot, and I dont get jealous! My friend was telling me- wow, the girl's real hot! and of course I agreeeed hahaha! and, i'm in love with the twins, they're such funnny little creatures hahha! wanna learn those catchy movessssssss. bye cyber!

bitter

2010-08-22T16:13:00.003+08:00

I'm really tired. Teary.

Bye to my blues and welcome the new months.

2010-08-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

Yes, after months of torture from school, it is now time for my holidays and time for me to relax. I had been listening to Jam's for a while, and his voice is so unique and powerful.. I swear, I will go to his concert if he were to have one in Singapore (next year?). yeppp ought to rest after a busy whole day :D

Anti-Unhappiness/

2010-07-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

I have been too busy to update this space, well, finally everything is at breezeee and I could take a breather. This month have beeen way too overwhelming for me. Everyday is bombarded by different events, happenings, well, and it have drained me entirely. I haven't been happy. So, tomorrow will be a happy day. Yeah While on my way home with Raihana from Commonwealth, I came to a conclusion that, I should be happier! Gonna wake up by 5a.m. tomorrow, and so, gdnight people!

I've got a bitter July of deadlines

2010-07-04T12:04:00.003+08:00

I have gotten mum an Escada. Hopefully she'll like it.

Life's boring, nothing much for me to blog about. Life is meaningless. I want my holidays, my 11 weeks of craze and break-free from projects, projects projects. Why am I in marketing? I should be in LOM with Jing. I am soooooooooo stupid. Enough complaining and whining, start my project now

What do I want?????

2010-06-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, I seriously can't stand myself. I am so hard to please. When my life gets bored, I complain, and when it gets hectic, I complained again. When it turns peaceful, I'll complain, and when it gets ugly, I complain. Just, what do I want? Why am I working so hard everyday? Why???? Truth to be told, I am not satisfied with my current life right now. Nothing is working out. Hi, I hate my life now.

Random post of previous days!

2010-06-18T01:33:00.016+08:00

My babe Jude! HUGGGGS!

Michael and Jude!

The coffeee boook.

smirk

Cynthia Ahma hahaha!

Manual/ autoo? mmmm Manual. Set

The most popular cake in our store- Honey crumb ...

Met up with Jiahui last Tuesday, was too busy to upload the photos, and I've had a great talk with her :D Always.

And took some photos with Jing hahaah

Hi, promoting Starbucks again.

It's reallly late, I ought to get to bed now. A quick review of my life... Recap: For the past 2 weeks, I've been working really hard. I have been trying my best to pick up new skills, to adapt to the new environment. I guess after these 2 weeks of working, i am getting used to the working environment. School's starting next week, and I ought to start my fullll revision. No more procastination and more hardworking please! Oh, and I have a new hobby, trying to learn bass heeeheee. Byecyber!~

I will forget you.

2010-06-17T10:50:00.004+08:00

Hi, it's been so long since I last blog. Guess work have been consuming all my time, my holiday and my free-time. Catched Karate Kid with a very long-time friend of mine welll, the show was awesome. Though the storyline was pretty obvious, but the movie was awesome, so anyway, I enjoyed the movie. And, friend, I hope you'll be fine. :)

I've been meeting new friends lately, and now, I need rest. To rest my really over-collied body. Oh, and, I've had my first ever driving practical. My instructor was pretty kind to me cause I accidently stepped on the brake and the whole car jerked real hard, but he did not scream or whatever. But I will never forget his epic hand action. Okay, I am lazyyyyy, hi bed, I need a goood sleep! Byecyber!

Venti Caffe Mocha

2010-06-09T09:13:00.011+08:00

We look alike aren't we?

Met Jing and we've had a great talk. :D I can't wait for Sunday @Tom N Toms. How I wish that everything would be solved by itself. ......

nobody understands.

2010-06-07T22:10:00.004+08:00

Happy things: I have talked to a friend of mine, and we cleared the conflicts. We'll be really good friends, that is one thing for sure. I am really glad that you called me. Because I was thinking about the problems that we've had faced and I've finally over-come everything. Glad that things have become better. And work at Starbucks was pretty fun. Colleagues were kind to me, they did yummmmy hot mochas for me and I loved it. I shall be back with more happy photos! Since life is short why should I waste it on unhappy moments? Right? :) Hopefully during work, I could get to see my idols... hehee, please go to Terminal one to board your flights please! So that I can get to take photo with you! heehee! :) I'll be having my first ever practical lesson on thurs, hopefully I wont bang other cars on the go!!!! hahahhaa! :D Bye cyber, once again, I am a happy girl! :D

Starbucks, my love.

2010-05-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

Just got back from work @Starbucks, and I am really worned out. Although I only worked for a mere 5hours, but it is really tiring. I guess it's because for 4 consecutive days, I have been waking up at 5/6 a.m. And, these few days, I have been too busy to stop and think. I guess that is a good way of running away from the problems with the heart.

Fatigue and signs of aging is shown in my face and my hands.. My hands are accumulating more and more unnecessary lines and burnt marks :( All in the name of work... Anyway, I think Starbucks can be my second home. I have been studying at Starbucks from 7a.m till 1plus and followed by work till now. I am an avid Starbucks fan. heehee as for now, I need to catch some sleep and return justice to my over-worked body. Bye cyber!~ Oh, before I go offline, I would like to thank this special great friend of mine, thank you for coming all the way from home and accompany me back. I think without you ah, my whole journey back home, I'll just sulk and sulk. haahhaa, I shall treat you Java Chip the next time we meet okay! :D:D:D

2010-05-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

Exam is next week. Hectic is really influential, just what I needed. hmm, I am really tired. Sick and tired of the nonsense weather and everything. Wished that I was somewhere far away.

Positively happy pleased

2010-05-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

I am motivated to work hard and get myself a holiday trip overseas! :) Gonna be a hectic week for me from now onwards until, well, I think until the start of August where I'll be having 11 weeks of holiday. yayyyy, as for now, I shall work hard and give all that I can. From this week onwards, I'll be having a roller-coaster ride.

Oh my god, I wanna watch Karate Kid! Jun told about how nice the movie would be, and I have to agree. The thiller of merely just a few seconds had caught my sight. This movie is a must watch for me now. :D heehee! Off to bed, I am real beat :( Byecyber!~

Short trip ends nice

2010-05-23T17:24:00.003+08:00

This is super yummy! ~.~

Granny

Early in the wee morning

With Jiayu darling

Trip to Malaysia was fun but definately tiring! I spend my weekends travelling and the next day sleeping, resting. Next week gonna be really busy, and test is just the following week, wow, how fast!

Belated

2010-05-22T00:20:00.004+08:00

I really am Happyyyy! :D Haven't had this great endorphines in me for some time. I harped on things that are so surreal and don't exist. But now, things have come to a conclusion, and I have gotten myself out of the mess. I'm really happy now. Although this period is supposedly to be stressful, since my papers are in a weeks time. But who says that exams are meant to be stressful? I beg to differ. Wells, tonight were spent with Jiayu, and her nonsense is really sane. she is definately one of my siao girl, my lovely girl. hahaha Love you muchhh kay! Love me back okkkki! :)

I think... I'm feeling so great that I'm afraid that some things will just go haywired and the whole process starts again. I guess I shall enjoy all these great energy right now! :) Tomorrow I'd needa wake up by 5 in the wee morning, and get out of house by 5.50a.m. Can't wait the trip with Jing, okay although we will be sleeping in the bus, but it's the company that is so special. :D I can't wait I can't wait! I can't get to bed now that I am so excited. How??!

Byecyber I am happy, really.

TOM N TOMS

2010-05-20T20:54:00.033+08:00

TOM N TOMS !

Jing's favourite- Pretzels!

Caramel dippps! Sweetyyyy!

Jing recomended cakes, it's yummmy!

She loves me so much that she's stalking me!

Nice ambience eh

Pretzel !!! YUMMY!

TOM N TOMS!

Cookies N' cream tomnccino

Passion fruit smoothie

OH MY GOD, CUTEEEE!

Oh my gosh, I looked like a samsui woman :(

And I looked super super short :(

He is cute okay.

So today I didn't have any classes at all. But, I have fieldtrip, and we went from Raffles Place to Tanjong Pagar... Walked the whole 1km worth of road in the hot and sunny weather. Hm, but, the main thing was after the trip, me and Jing went over to TNTs for some drink and to chill. The ambience was really great, it's some place that you could stay there for the entire day. Anyway, I truly enjoyed myself with Jing, and we'll be having our adventure around Singapore during the 2 weeks vacation, finding treasuressss in Singapore, heehee! I can't wait for that, seriously.

And, at night, I had a long chat with my dad. I managed to talk to him for more than 30 mins, in peace. Guess that's definately a good sign. I love the way my life is right now. I guess the saying of- things tend to get worse before it gets better. I guess it's true, in a way. :D

I am loving every single bit of my life, and the ups and downs. Tomorrow night I'll be meeting my darling Jiayu!!!! finally we are meeting! :D So glad that we are finally meeting babe! And, sat, I'll be going to Malaysia with Jing and Ying! Gonna be another hectic 2 straight days in a row, and sun I'm able to take things slow, a breather at least. I think these 2 weeks in particular, I have been busy travelling around from the east to the west, and back to the east, quite siaooo ah. hahaha kay, gotta watch my favourite show now! Bye cyber!~~~~~ I AM FEELING HIGH AND HAPPPPPPPPY! LOVESSSSSS hahahha!

Hectic is just what I'll need :)

2010-05-19T22:11:00.016+08:00

Belinda :)

Regained of sights. Though I might not find anyone better than you

2010-05-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

chatted with a good old friend of mine, like just, and he never fails to cheer me up with the concern he gave me. :) Seemed like I have been posting negative posts too much that it worries my friends. Well, dont worry okay. I'll be just fine :) Anyway, friend, we ought to catch-up sooon! I've got so much to share and to tell you. Can't wait fot the next time we meet.
Anyway, went over to Bedok Sports complex with Belinda today for some marketing research surveys. And went over to AngMoKio to meet the co. , and in the end, they were late for an hour, and I've nothing to do! :( Guys, you're forgiven .. cause of work. :D heehees, and we had a great talks. Aw, I missed those times, haiiiiiiz.

I wished that I was older. But, if I'm older, would I get to meet you..........

Wished that I was gone.

2010-05-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

Usually, I am not such negative, I really have no idea why am I feeling so blue these few days. Who will be there to guide me through my darkest days? Just, what is wrong. Answers, I need answers. I didn't know that the heart could be such problematic. Hectic is just what I need, my best remedy.

Homie, I am one.

2010-05-16T15:25:00.004+08:00

It's such a lovely Sunday, and I'm all stuck at home. Well, nothing beats spending quality time with my beloved ones- my grannyss and aunties and uncles. Sundays are meant for bonding time, and they never fail to cheer my quiet house up. I really enjoyed their random talks, and they'll always ask me to eat more even when I'm actually eating a lot a lot.

While chatting with a really old friend of mine, he taught me something. Quoted from him- The things that you do on a normal basis are actually habits. Some habits are good while some are bad. It is up to you to change the bad ones while retaining the good ones. Sounds pretty chim right? Well, upon thinking about what he've said, it makes sense.

All over the red line people.

2010-05-15T21:14:00.003+08:00

How I hope that every saturday will always be like today. I think my future spouse should really love travelling around, not only overseas, but also locally. Cause, I really love travelling around and exploring new places. mm so today, I went over to Toa Payoh and meet some friends, and head to Bugis, walked all over the place, again. Luckily I spent my afternoon in the library @ ToaPayoh, otherwise, I guess my homeworks would be piling up again. Oh, and before I forget, I think Koi@ToaPayoh is really nice! :D heehee gonna go and choing my projects nowz. CHOINGGGGGZ. Bye cyber!~

Again,and again.

2010-05-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

Romose. I am feeling weird again. This feeling is such bad. :(

Happy happppy!

2010-05-13T19:51:00.018+08:00

Fieka

Jerrica and Aizah

"Breakfast" together

Xinyu

Xinyu and me me

Took a sneak of Jing and Vengwai

seems like the good old times are back :)

Had a great time catching-up with Jing, Xin, VengW and Yeo. hahaha :) Missed those good old times whereby we'll cam-whore together with Yeo's camera. :P I better get started with my projects. Everything is piling up. This is an emergency. Bye cyber!~

Whewz!

2010-05-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

hm, what a day. Walk for the whole of Bugis, literally. Firstly, went over the whole of Bugis street, next, flea market, lastly, Haji lane. This is the first 2M05 girls shoppingz :D heehee, not too bad :) And I got myself a pants that's huge. (Jing! I've finally gotten that pants which I have liked for such long time!)
Well, surprisingly, I didn't take any photos today. After shopping with M05 girls, I went to meet Ju. Hey, we have finally meet up lah! hahaha! Dinner at some random Japanese restaurant at Mohamad Sultan, and I didn't eat much for dinner. Guess it's because I had Koi (milk tea) before dinner. It's been such a long time since we guys hang-out! The last time was after 'O's, and that was 2years back! Time flies, right? :D While on my way home, we chatted in the car as though we haven't seen each other for years!! Ju, I really missed your company. We ought to meet up more often! And, don't care about that jerk okay! He is not worthy for you and you definately deserve someone that is more promising. Byecyber!~

Qiao Yin is 18!!!!

2010-05-11T19:45:00.014+08:00

Jerrica and co got the chocolate cake for QiaoYin!

Making a wish

Best of friends :D:D:D

2M05

Celebrated QiaoYin's 18th birthday:) heehee

Have been talking to my friends, and get constructive feedbacks :) Thank you to those that stood by me and hear my thoughts, I'm really lucky and fortunate to have such great bunch of friends around me, though we do not hang around each other often. mm, I need to get to work. Bye cyber!~

2010-05-11T08:05:00.002+08:00

My mind have been flooded by mails and emotions. It was such overwhelming that I myself find it hard to accept the fact. I don't know I dont know I dont know. pms pms pms.

Ip man not IP MAN.

2010-05-09T10:35:00.003+08:00

For Saturday, I have been moving from one place to another place. mm, from Chinatown to Bishan and then to Plaza Sing. Really gotta thanks andrew for the movie marathon (he have free tickets!!!) so catched Ip Man and Iron Man. :D

CCN! :D

2010-05-08T07:19:00.007+08:00

School's having 20th anniversary celebration yesterday, and guess, it was pretty much of a success cause almost everywhere you go, there will be people. I helped out for vc, and tried out some shoots. mm, guess being a good photographer is never easy, it takes time to practice. And at night, I went skating at East Coast Park! hahaha! Luckily my friend drives me back, otherwise I think I'll crawl back hahahha! mm, had a good talk with my friend, guess life will never be simple, even though you wanted it to be. You'll be caught in different circumstances whereby you'll need to make decisions, some decisions are painful to make. mm, I had a good mind-clearing and thinking about all these aspects. And guess what, the repercussion of staying out late and running around the whole day- sick sooon, my throat is getting worse and the weather is not helping at all! :( Mother's Day tomorrow! Celebration with my combined family (L) heehee! I wanna get mum something different that dont cost much. ..... kay, going out soooon, again. byecyber!~

2010-05-07T08:21:00.001+08:00

I guess I have this habit of waking up early. mm, today gonna be really hectic for me. Seriously. mmm, energised energised! :D

Routine tik tok.

2010-05-06T20:07:00.008+08:00

With 2M05 girls!!!! :D

Fieka!!! She's cool eh!

Shixian looks shocked!

Kellynn :)

mm, school have became a routine for me and I am getting more and more comfortable with school now. So, does this sounds good? mm, I don't know. Tomorrow school will be flooding with people, and I'll be helping out for VC (till 9!!!). Hopefully I could take nice photos such that Leon's effort would be paid off! Teaching me would be a challenge to him cause I'm new at DSLR. hahaha!

Bye cyber!~

I am happpy!

2010-05-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sat beside Ferlycia during lecture, and I am basically busy chatting with her, non-stop. Seriously. I missed the old times, seriously. :(

Went over to Belinda's hostel for a short while. And, it was so cosy that all of us wanted to sleep, and not go for lecture. But, we are good girls, so we did go for lecture in the end! :D

First ever 2M05 lunch.

Lunch at pizzza-hut. I have had enough of pizzahut and western food, and and, I had enough of school food. It's sick!!!!!!!!!

So, for today, lesson was boring, but that's how life goes I guess. MBS- though it will never be something that I could do and comprehend, I'll do well still! :D Anyway, I'll live my life right! :D bye cyber!~

2010-05-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling that I might fall sick soon. Any time from now onwards. mm, I really do not know what am I studying right now. It's like, there seems to be nothing to study, but in fact, there are a whole lot for us to study and read up on. I seriously hate all these. Man, I hate all these mess right now :(

Love? No.

2010-05-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

I was chatting with an old friend of mine, and he told me his story. He told me:" It is hard to continue with one-sided love." I asked him why is it hard to. He said:" Because she will never understand and appreciate the things that I have done to her. And it is tiring for me to continue because I'm really worn out." One-sided love is really hard for both parties. One party could be giving and always guarding the love one like a guardian angel. However, the other party might not even notice and took things for granted. It hurts the party that is always on the giving end. Friend, I'd tell you, what is yours, is yours. I don't understand, why relationship is always and forever, will be the major problem of teenagers. Perhaps, we are just too young to understand what love is.

Alexandra Road

2010-04-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

(L) (L) (L) lovely Xinyu (L)

Toffee sweet! Yummmmy!

On the way back home, from Alexandra Road!

Had lunch with kellynn and Jerrica at Pizzahut. And, the cury bake rice is really spicy, and I couldn't finish it :( Went to Bukit Merah with Jing to some wholesale, and we had a real eye-opener! :D And, I am really happy that we have our Koi-fixed :D Super nice, but I really missed Chinatown's bubble tea, it's much more yummmmy! hm, and we went over to Ikea and walk for a short while, and took bus home. Basically, whenever when I'm with Jing, it'd be an adventure. hahah!

At night, went skating with Xinyu :) It's been (I dont know how long since I last skate!) yeah, but I did not fall, so that's a relief. Tomorrow going to be hectic! I hope that I'll be able to go and do what I longed to do! :D And, I want to do a lot of things, but there is only one me... how?.. kay, bye cyber!~ Off to sleepppp :D

The three gays.

2010-04-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

School was pretty hectic today. Had cds with Jing, and it's been really long since I last have a long nice chat with Jing, and spend time with her. I missed those old times whereby we will hide from the sun and going to Design for teh-bing. haha

I learned something new today! I learned photography today! And the three gays that goes along with each other, that, without one, the photo is incomplete. I would like to thank my friend for teaching me, and I am really slow at learning things, especially things that are very teachnique based. yay, hopefully one day i'll be able to take nice pictures that wowed people :D kay, bye cyber!~ Koi tomorrow, most definately! :D:D:D

Photoss!

2010-04-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

Photos taken two to three days before :D

2010-04-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

I passed the BTT. Hopefully I'll pass FTT as well :)

Love Toddday!~

2010-04-27T07:11:00.000+08:00

I went over to Belinda's house yesterday, cause I have 3 long hours break before my lecture starts! hummmp, and met up with Felicia in the evening, oh finally we're meeting. We're always busy with our own stuffs, and she'll be trememdously busy with her preparation for her 'A's. Welllz, waking up at 6 in the morning is never a fun thing. But, for these few days, I needa wake up at 6, to get to the driving centre in time for etrials. I better make sure that I pass this time! Getting Koi later, hahaha, finally eh! :D:D:D Craving for it since yesterday. Jerrica, Pearl, QiaoYin, Kellynn and Belinda, do tell me whether you guys want Koi, I'll be kind enough to buy them for you hahaahah:D

And, I'm glad that I met up with Felicia, it's been donkey years since we last met. I think the last time we met up was, during mid-January, so long right! hahaha, anyway, I'm glad that you have found one guy that treats you well and loves you with his true heart :D And Belinda you're right, Felicia is your Primary school friend :D Perhaps, you two could meet up, surely have lots to catch up on! :D I better get going, I'm getting really late for etrials! Bye cyber!!!~

Good girls,us, bad girls, non.

2010-04-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

With Jing :D:D

Monga was brotherhood hahaha, Ethan Ruan was a beast, and Dragon was such a hot guy, and the XiaoNing, she's pretty kay. Well, I drank the whole Lou Han Guo drink and I felt like puking now. Why does it taste so bad when it actually helps to soothe our throat.

Good girls will never go bad. hahaha I better start taking good care of my health before it gets worse and worse and worse. Bye cyber!~

Hello to my new classmates!

2010-04-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

2M05

KOI !!!!!

Had lunch with my new classmates :) Pearl, next Thursday you shall dress up for Apel class kay! haha :D Most of us have a 4 long hours break before our cds and we had nothing to do. And, it is such a coincidence that Pearl and me have the same cds- Design in Culture. haha then met May and Jing for cds...

For the night, I met up with Jiayu at Parkway. I swear each time I sees her, she'll repeat the same thing:" My breast is so small." Omgoshhhyyyyy, Jiayu, why you keep repeating the same stuffs ... Told you I'll blog bout this! :D And, Happy Birthday in advance! Don't think too much about it kay, it'll pass very quickly. Anything messed up, just come find me :)

How, I think I really couldn't take care of myself. I think I'll be falling sick again, when I haven't even recover a twinny-winny bit! I guess for the next 2 weeks, I'll have this gay voice. Manz, die liao..

Kay, I better go to sleep! Goodnight and bye cyber!~

GAY

2010-04-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

OMG, my voice is really gayyyy. hahhaha, anyway, today's pretty relaxing. Tomorrow will be more tiring, I guess. hump.. gay hahahah

Feeling oh-so-gay!

2010-04-21T12:05:00.001+08:00

This sickness is consuming me. I felt so tired all the time, and the worse thing is that people might think that I'm a transsexual, cause my voice is just so gay! welllz, I dont know what to do man...

2010-04-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

Faris!! hahaha, update me sooon kaz! And, drinking soon!

I love you Jing (L)

I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE NOWZ! :(

Celebrate Vengwai's birthday today. The dress really suits her, Jing and Xin, both of you have good eye-sights hahaha :D um, I have only 2 hours of lectures! And it is really boring! mm, gonna go swimming tomorrow with Jing :) heehee okay, I know it is inappropriate for me to blog about this, but it is so unbearable. I saw the cheers guy today! Thank goodness Jing told me that she saw him, else, welllz I dont know. Anyway, he looks exactly the same as last year... hahaha, I can go crazy thinking back hahahah siao liao siao liao.

First day first day

2010-04-20T09:20:00.000+08:00

This is our first photos together :D

First day of school was pretty messy hahaha, too many unknown faces.. And, I saw pretty much of familiar faces :D hahaha In the evening, met up with Junie :) Glad that she's fine, okay, maybe I shouldn't be using this word fine, but great. yeah. hahaha, kayz, gotta goooo, i wonder when will my sickness enddddd, I felt bad for coughing so loudly in lectures and in bus, but, what to do, I can't help it.... bye cyber!~

Chalet for the Ssssss!~

2010-04-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, if we were to strike, Hosehhh.

Went for skate's chalet for the past two days, and it was a blast. hahaha I have been busy feeding myself with lots of unhealthy junk foods. :( Tried bowling for the very first time, and it turned out bad. and Daryl helped me with the tarot readings. He was spot on for quite a number of things. hahaha, so, I guess I know what is the consequences I have to bear.. yeahhhh, whatever the case may be, wellll, i shall do it my way. Shit, I have work tomorrow and I am feeling really sick... feeling feverish and sneezing and sore-throat.... bad repercussion from over-eating of bbqq stuffs. And, I will be having trouble uploading 500+ photos.. um, that'd be a challenge. off to sleep now. Love and peace everyone!~

2010-04-14T06:49:00.000+08:00

early in the morning gotten screwed by someone, the feeling is such bad and heart-breaking. I hate today.

Wild dayz out.

2010-04-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

This was what I was doing while waiting for Jing, staring at Lena.

I had a wild day today. Basically, I went from one place to another, and from another place to the other place, and it continuesss! And, I misplaced my phone, I thought that I had lost my phone, but it turns out to be that I left it in my dad's car. So, for today, I did not have my phone with me, and I am supposed to meet Jing and ferlycia in a while's time. Luckily I managed to get to them in time, else.... I dont know what will happen. Welll, gonna sleep early tonight, cause tomorrow morning I'll need be awake by 6a.m. ..... kzz, bye cyber!~

Caffeine shooooo!

2010-04-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

Oh man, look at the time now, it's past 12 and I am not in my bed, I should really stop my caffeine addict. I should quit this bad habit and likes for the sake of a healthier skin! Easy to say, but hard to do. Those that knows me should be sick of hearing this from me- I need to stop my caffeine addict. Oh myyy, I am finally getting a camera of my own tomorrow! hahaha, it's like finally. Bye cyber!~~~

Hanis Hanis Hanis :D

2010-04-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hang around with Hanis at Starbucks in the afternooon. I am feeling a little high now. I guess I couldn't get to sleep tonight... man... while chatting with Hanis, we are like super on, everything is like settled- drinking session soon, and maybe Japan trip next year with her, and moresssss. hahahah wowwww, Hanis I love you lah! And, forget about that childish guy. He is not worthy for you. I think, really, all the guys are like that la. You made a promise to me, that is, to show me your next future spouse! hahahaha! :D alright, seeya soooooon, reallll soon! Bye cyber!~ Hanis, you should create a blog:D

I will never forgive, but I will forget.

2010-04-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

It's hard to believe that school's starting in a weeks time. Wow, this holiday is really short, but it was meaningful. hmm, this issue have been in my mind for quite some time, and I think it's best for me to let it out here. I guess, after a month of thinking and hating, it is time for me to let go. I can safely say that I have really let go. Even if I were to see you now, I can face you. Since school is starting soon, we might be in the same lectures or whatsoever, since I have let go and I have done nothing wrong, there is nothing for me to fear. I wanted to take this chance to break free from those days spend in agony, and to tell you and your friends that I have let go of this whole ordeal. I dare to face the fact now, which is, I have been fooled by someone. Take this as a lesson learnt, and I am so not going to make this terrible same horrible mistake ever again. Note, I do not hate you, but that does not mean that I have forgiven you. Enough said. um, next week's gonna be really hectic for me. I have to juggle work, meetings(okay, this is endless, but I enjoy it!), and skate's chalet all at the same week. I want to go shopping badly tooooo, and to get my facial set, and and and, a whole lot more things for me to doooo. kkkkkk, bye cyber!~

reflectionssss

2010-04-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

Indeed, I saw that same random rocker stranger again. hahaha, this is funny. Well, school is starting really really soon. I have expectations and also, a little bit of regret. I want to score and push my GPA to the real max, and regret cause I'll have to stop working. Aw, I'll miss working with my wonderful colleagues! Especially those few that I have gotten to know better. They are so real, no fake fronts and back-stabs. Yep, I love Taiwanese. hahahaha and, while chatting with Ivan today, he told me that drinking cold drinks makes one aged much faster. Come to think about it, Singaporeans' lifestyle is just so hectic and this is bad for the health and also skin. I think this saying is really right- there are no ugly people, there are only lazy people. This is really true. I better start taking good care of myself such that I'll have a better body and also a much healthier skin. Yepppp. k, bye cyber~ Offff to catch my favourite drama

Random rocker

2010-04-08T00:39:00.000+08:00

I have to blog about this. I'll get to see this real random rocker same stranger everytime when I'm on my way to work. Strangly, he seems familiar..... Well, perhaps I'll get to see him tomorrow while I'm on my way to work since I have been seeing him for the past few daysssss.

2010-04-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

I guess my life wasn't all about work after all. hahaha been busy meeting my friends and pestering them. I have been staying at home and catching this particular drama, and it was inspirational. One of the quote:" Life have chosen you, but you can choose your life." This is damn right. It'll be my new motivation from now on. Everybody have a big dream that they dreamt about. I am wondering to myself, what is my big dream that is not attainable.... uh, I shall forget about those profound random thoughts for now, and just relax in my couch...

Hang out with Jiayu, and every time I sees her, she will always whine to me about the same thing:" My ****t is too small." Jiayuuuu, told you I'll post about this! hahaha, dont scold me k. hahaha And, Jing is finally back from Korea, finalllly finalllllllllly la! Shall meet up with her sooon so she'll be able to tell me about her fanscinating wild time she've had in Korea. I gotta go to bed soon, byyyyye~

Outtttttt

2010-03-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Went Junction8 with Keong, and he is really, well, he can crap a lot lah! hahhaa, I love talking nonsense with him. Hope you like the drink that I've intro to you. :D haha, meet-up sooon again! :D Now, I am really tired, I need rest rest rest badly badly badly.

Oolong milktea suits best with glass jelly.

2010-03-30T01:40:00.000+08:00

I fell in love with glass jelly. hahaha, this is really random. My life is so dullllll. It revolves three simple thing, work, eat and sleep. Boring right. I have no no no life now.

Another new experience which proved me wrong.

2010-03-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

Work with Jean and Ju was real fun. I did not expect this. I thought I'd be trapped in an all girl's environment (which I dislike a lot a lot), but it turned out to be fun. I better start my saving and stop all the endless temptations such that I'll be able to have more money to spend in Japan/Korea next year! Kuek, better start saving ah! This journal is dedicated to me myself: Kuekshihui. Jing and Ying, travel safely kay! Seeya guys next next week, and we'll go and get our Ramen hahahaha I caint wait ah! :D Oh my gosssssssssssh, I'll be meeting Seetoh tomorrow! We've got so much to catch up on and stuffffs. And, meeting darling tooooo, and, meeting sweetheart tooo, and meeting meeting and simply meetings(endlesssss). Okay, bettter note them down in my little nottty. bye, cyber~

Spree-meals.

2010-03-28T10:28:00.000+08:00

Had another night out with sweetheart. We practically kept having something in our mouth for the whole night. haha, or is it just me? Perhaps I should not be so kind to skip my lunch for work. Yep.

I wonder what the future will shock me with. Time for work, and shopping and more :D
I love life.

I wanna run, run, run.

2010-03-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

Met up with darling Jiayu just now, and she is getting prettier day by day! hahaha, Darling faster upload the photos and I shall post them kay! :D I am looking forward to tomorrow, only me and my someone special knows why is it so. :D Smiles and cheers, and really randomly, I really like Jam Hsiao a lot a lot a lot. I so happened to met someone that resembles Jam Hsiao, and even the dressing is ALIKE! Oh man, but it turns out that that someone that have a splitting image of Jam Hsiao is a lady. Man, what is this....

In the kitchen, lies the power Yis.

2010-03-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

Baking was a success and so was spaghetti. Jing and Ying could open a culinery/baking cafe, business would be great! Looking forward to next week's activity! :) Smile, world :)

Sweetheart and sweet talks.

2010-03-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

To my sweetheart: I love you so much! It's like, we are so so so similar. Our character and our way of doings are so alike. We are just like the exact replica of each other. hmm, I found out something really bad, and this is a big major turn-off. I shall not let the history repeats itself, ever again. Once bitten twice shy, I love this saying. Anyway, never lie to a girl, never ever ever lie to a girl, especially to your girlfriend. Once the lie is revealed, whatever good deeds that you claimed you have done will be totally destroyed. What I have to say is, YOU WILL HAVE YOUR RETRIBUTION, and the one above will definately punish you, you won't be forgiven and the matter won't rest, you will never be able to escape easily. yep, bye cyber-world. man, everything seems to be so fake now.

Failed, doesn't mean the end.

2010-03-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm, I have failed my BTT. This is really bad as I'll have to wait for another month before I could touch the steering wheel. Man, welllll, forget about it, stop being pessimistic. ummmm, I wanna get a hair cut. The weather's not helping, it's toooooo hot! Anyway, I got a free drink from my colleague. He is really nice:) hahaha, tomorrow will be a better day! Yeah yeah! :D

Great Red Queen!

2010-03-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

Met up with Jing and Ferlycia today!
To Jing: Don't forget our baking spree next week! Baking chocolate macaroons, spaghetti and our "bubble tea" hahahahha!

Catched Alice in Wonderland yesterday and it was awesome! Brilliant! I fell in love with the Red Queen, her acting was fantastic! heehee! Anyway, I got back my results. All I could say is that, my efforts did paid off, except for 2 subjects. But, hey, at least I've put in the effort and reaped what I have sowed. Yeah, and, hopefully I'll be able to pass my Basic Theory Test which is on the upcoming Monday. Wish me luck kay! :D Umm, I need rest now. I have been working reaal hard and I don't know why. hahaha Byebye cyber worldddd! LLL

2 caramel frappe please.

2010-03-06T07:40:00.000+08:00

Met sweetheart after work at Bugis. And hey hey hey, we found that we actually have much more similarities than expected. For our whole conversation, it kinda revolves around how similar we are, and what we like, especially around fair, tall and super skinny guys. Sweetheart, we shall meet up more often kay! Though we only met for like 4hours, it is more than sufficient! Sweetheart, our next stop, chilling at the riverside, or anything hahahahaa:D Hey, I just realised that you had caramel milk tea, and caramel frappe! Caramel lover :D hahaha! :D

Working at a new environment will never be an easy task. You'll need time to adjust to the changes, and endure the pains. umm, but working is enjoyable. I am serious. How can it not be nice when you have great colleagues!

Lastly, live life loved!

backbiting

2010-03-05T07:38:00.000+08:00

On the whole, I shall believe in what I see. In fact, I am puzzled that I'll be this disturbed, to this extend that I have sleepless nights. So, what is the truth? Actually, nobody knows, and the so called fib is deemed as the truth. I shall apologise for my poor attitude towards you, sincerely. I shouldn't be this irrational. Okay, I shall dispense all all these uncalled-for thoughts. Yeah.

anyway, work was enjoyable. I am shock that I'm actually saying work is enjoyable. hahaha, working with great collegues really makes my job easier. And, good news, I'll be meeting sweetheart later, I caint wait hahahaha. JP- Next week's Alice In Wonderland! I shall plan! :D

Hi new life!

2010-02-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

I love my new life. I can't believe that I got myself a job like so super fast! hahahaha, the call came as a pleasant surprise for me. Lastly, I have found myself a great friend, and on the other hand, I have lost a friend. Irony.

Chinatown is Koi!

2010-02-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

We kick-start our freedom by having our favourite drink- Koi :) Love love today:) And tomorrow will definately be a great day ahead: ) I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW :D

Sense of direction regained.

2010-02-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

I guess all these time, I have really lost myself. I became who I am not. And, knowing the truth really hurts, but it didn't hurt me as deep, in fact, my anger was deeper and to a large extent, I am disappointed. To you: I will not sympathy you nor care about you from now onwards. Perhaps to you, making me worry is your main motive for all your entics that you are doing right now. You know what? I don't care at all, Why should I care whether or not are you wasting your life away when you have hurt the ones that onced like you? You know what, You will never understand the reason behind the distance until you have matured, and Understand what love is and know how to treat a girl, and love the girl. Hey womanizer, you don't deserve me to waste my time explaining myself, since in your eyes, I am this kind of person- not appreciating your so called efforts in doing things that are unnecessary.

A quote from Tinesh:" Live your life cause every moment you spend angry or sad is a moment of happiness wasted!" Thanks Tinesh, it made me realised that I have angry for nothing and many moments of happiness are wasted. Not going to regret, so, yeah, I'm going to live my life like before I know you, which is being myself, and really happy.
Once again, I love my life right now.
Live life loved;)

2010-02-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

GO TO HELL.

Hello Lunar!

2010-02-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

I love Lunar New Year. I love being so relaxed. Lastly, I love February.

2010-02-09T18:22:00.000+08:00

Girls, would you date somone that is younger than you by 2 years? And guys, would you have the courage to date someone that is older than you? Something to think about. heehee

Anyway anyway, I fell in love with my books. This is rubbish. I want time to pass FAST, and I could have my Koi, Shopping-spree, Dine-Shop-Chat etc and and and a whole lot more to be named. LOVE MY LIFE!

I found my other half-shopping-mate-Samantha!

2010-02-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

Great things are awaiting for me, well, after the big-big test. And I found out something really interesting today- Samantha and I can be great shopping partners. Our ideal shopping is literally shop-till-you-really-really-drop! haha! And, we shall plan for the Korea Trip next year! Since we have found shopping partners, things will definately be fine:) heeheehee. Sam, I'm glad that today you've called me, else, we will never know that we are finding partners for overseas shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I NEED to start my revision NOW, AND I REALLY MEAN NOW. I have a new source of motivation, that is, overseas shopping! haha, Kuek, Do well, And you'll be rewarded!

Love life, live life loved.

Protagonist, pull and push. I hate it.

2010-02-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

My life seems to be so dull now, and the next moment, it seems to be so hectic. Man man, what is this? You know, sometimes you'll just think about the unnecessary thoughts that is so surreal, and this is the scary part, you'll mixed up the past and present. I have to agree to this saying:" After giving your true heart, it's hard to not to forget and not reminisce." Oh well, but, then and again, so what, we'll still need to move on. Yeah. It's hard to practice what I've preached which is to not care.

Anyway, my mum's birthday is coming up real soon, and I want to get her a new perfume. She always make wrong choices about perfumes, they smell weird. Escada sounds really good, it suits her, and I can use it as well heehee!

I don't want to know what LOVE is.

2010-01-31T20:22:00.000+08:00

I had a long and meaningful talk with my beloved cousin. And, after the talk, I have made a vow- Not to get into a relationship unless I'm ready and the guy is really mature. Yeah, I guess love is a scary word. It can make you or break you. I guess, I should just rely on myself in the future and be an independent woman. One that does not need guy's money and can live by herself. Okay, this is easy to say, but it is really hard to do. So, I shall not open my heart until, welllll, I've reached. hmmmm. say, 21? kekeke, I shall bring my future boyfriend-to-be to my mum and granny first, and the yshall tell me whether he is okay anot. heehee anyway, I will be having my driving lessons soooon, gloated gloated heehee!
Love life, live life love. Hey, it rhymes! kekeke
Mummy, I love you I love you, this is random.

Hi I think I needa long break.

2010-01-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

I've been really busy for the past few days. Rushing through projects, and year end exams are coming up real real real soon, right after Chinese New Year. Now, how am I going to study? ....Man I needa b-r-e-a-k, badly.

Anyway, I'll leave this cyber space for a short short while. And, I guess it was never an easy thing to forget. But, what to do? The past is the past, we can only look back, and continue with our life. Live life the way you want, if you want to live it the way you are living right now, one day you'll surely regret. Better stop what you are doing and start doing something that is worth doing. Not making your parents worry should be your priority.

Hey, I love my life right now. I shall study more, and much more effectively. Love, Kuek!

Novelty love is THIS great.

2010-01-14T22:06:00.001+08:00

I have a new love. A new guy to think about constantly. kekeke He is HOT HOT HOT HOTTIE la! I love the way he sings and the way he style his hair, the way his unique features work so well that it resembles my favourite Japanese actor. Indeed, yeah, I'm a big fan of cnblue now, thanks to Yijing ah Yijing.

Bless me bless me bless me kaykay, I'll cross my fingers. Lovelovelove everyone!

My heartfelt thoughts.

2010-01-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

Yay Yay Yay, Ferlycia, Veng wai, Xin yu and Yi Jing, though we might not be in the same class for the following semester, we'll maintain our friendship kay! I want to tell you guys that I really appreciate and enjoy being with you guys. I am not an easy-going person, and I have my tempers and dislikes. Thank you for being able to accept me wholey and hear my problems and make me laugh. Okay, I know this is really random, and I am always random kekeke.

Another thing, I really enjoy my life right now. I don't know whether it is appropriate to say this here, but, I'm stronger than what I expect of myself. and, Dear dear dearest friend, you'll be fine kay. Anything just tell us, we'll support you in each and every that we can. Just dial our numbers when you are in need of support kay, mine especially, it is so easy to remember. kekeke.

kay kay, offffffff from this cyber space, shall go and do my projects. How am I going to handle all these endless projects for next semester? How how how.........

And and and I caint caint caint wait for tomorrow, cause we'll be having shopppping spreee, like finally kekekkekeke caint caint caint waitttttt! I love being me, kuek shihui. kekeke